It’s been a “why?” week at our house.
Why does God allow this or that?
Why is God silent when we desire more than anything to hear from him?
So that is that. That’s where we are. I have no answers. I can only wait.
Well, sometimes my life just don't make sense at all When the mountains look so big, And my faith just seems so small So hold me Jesus, Cause I'm shaking like a leaf You have been King of my glory Won't You be my Prince of Peace And I wake up in the night and feel the dark It's so hot inside my soul I swear there must be blisters on my heart So hold me Jesus, Cause I'm shaking like a leaf You have been King of my glory Won't You be my Prince of Peace Surrender don't come natural to me I'd rather fight you for something I don't really want Than to take what you give that I need And I've beat my head against so many walls Now I'm falling down, I'm falling on my knees… --Rich Mullins, Hold Me Jesus